Finely talked to Tuk

Max still having high fever, WHY???, even under medication still not getting better, it's frustrating, 13 day's haven't meet him, I'm like fighting every day with my self if I should just go to KK or not, end up I didn't go, I can hear his voice on the phone, he start to talk more and more and I feel I'm going to miss a lot of his new actions, hope he gets chemo therapy soon and hope he gets better, Liza was happy to hear his cute voice too, every time when I talk to Max on the phone he searches for his monkey, the one that I bought for him, he can remember everything, my little sweetheart, I think tomorrow I disguise myself as a doctor, then I can just sneak in to Max room and steel a kiss and a hug from him.