Just got a call from Kung, my dreams are chattered again, can't go to KK to see Max, his chemo has started this morning and it's going to be at least 5 day's from now, hmp... like no mood any more, already prepared myself to go out, now that, hope the chemo works, Tuk is worried because the chemo is the strongest available at this moment and she fears that Max is not strong enough, actually he still had fever this morning and yesterday they said that there is still fungus in his stool, so why are they starting the chemo, isn't that dangerous, hope they know what they are doing, I guess they do, should be right?! Just sit and wait, poor Tuk, all by herself.