What to say...today I felt like twilight zone, happy and sad at once, happy to be able to see Max, sad to see him suffer like this, oh my God, he was happy when he saw me and I felt like my heart was jumping up and down, he still remembered me wee, I didn't like that he was very upset because I couldn't enter his room, he kept calling tie tie (as in auntie) come and made the hand sign to come, how I wish I could just go to him and hug him but I had to watch him through two doors, with the help of Tuk and the friendly nurses on this ward, I was still able to get some pics of him and also two small videos, he received so many medication and blood, he was having high fever and his whole body was swollen from the side effects of the chemo, it really hurts to see him this way.
I was surprised how many people on ward 76 cared for Tuk and Max, they pampered Tuk with food and other thing, she is really loved by everyone, that's good to know people in Singapore are really very nice and caring..
He was receiving red blood,white blood, Lipid and TPN, TPN contains all important thing his body needs, like Dextrose, Sodium, TrophAmine, TPN: Total parenteral nutrition, intravenous feeding that provides a patient with all of the fluid and the essential nutrients when they are unable to feed themselves by mouth.
