Today I went to KK to meet my darling Max, I was so very happy when they let me in to his room but then the shock, seeing him like this, it was hard for me to control my tears, he looked so weak and so very sad, I tried to make him laugh but failed, hearing what the doctor had to say made my fear of loosing him overwhelming, I am so very horrified what life would be without him, how could we go on? What must his parents go through, Tuk was so sad and she really looked tired, I can't imagine what they think, I would go crazy but what can we do, we can only hope for a miracle to happen, I put my faith in God and pray for Max not to be in pain, I want him to be strong and live a happy life, hope that all this is just a bad nightmare and that I wake up soon to find that Max is all right, I look forward to each day I have, to spend with Max and I want to see him grow up like all the other children, I look forward on spending many many years with him and his family, I hope he don't have to suffer, all the hospital staff were so sweet, trying to cheer Tuk up, loving and caring for Max, each of them and even those parents who have their own little darling in pain, are also very caring for Max and his parents, hope their children get well too, lets pray for all of them , Vanessa and Haikel came too, felt bad for them because they had to stand outside while I enjoyed the inside of the room, sorry guys.
